I'm done...

That's it. I am done. I give up.

Today has not been the quite the best day and it all started last night. I got home and technlogical failure occurred all over the house. Our Dish Network was not working and all of a sudden my lap top decided to completely freeze on me. I tried to turn it off and turn it back on and all I got was a blue screen that basically told me it was going to be a no-go with the computer. So I left it alone for Noah to fix.

Today was supposed to be the day where my doctor would tell me that I had made progress and all was a go for induction. Unfortunately it didn't really work out in my favor. I have made no progress at all and my doctor informs me that unless I am 3 cm dilated next Tuesday, which is my next appointment, there is no chance for a induction and she would hold out the whole entire week and make my induction for Monday, September 2oth. My hand just gets worse and worse, and now both of my ankles are swollen and painful! I am not sleeping anymore... Noah had that SWAT call out last night, didn't get home until almost 5 AM and still fell asleep before me! I was seriously almost in tears.

So on our way home we stop at Fry's to get some parts to hopefully salvage the laptop. We get home and Noah tried to fix it for me while I took a much needed nap. I woke up and Noah says "Sorry, it's completely fried... Not save-able!" I am somewhat okay with it because the only thing that is of any value to me on the computer are my pictures and I have them on SD cards anyways. Good thing I never listened to Noah when he would give me a hard time for buying new SD cards instead of deleting pictures off of the old ones. So what happens.... OF COURSE, the one I want the most, with all baby Lily Lovemuffin pictures on it is the ONLY one that seems to be missing. I spent a good amount of time ripping the house apart, crawling around on my hands and knees looking for that SD card. Did I find it? That would be a big fat negative!

Needless to say, I am super duper sad. I cried. I am sure part of it is pregnancy, but I am sad. So I am throwing in the towel. Blake needs to come soon and that SD card needs to pop up. It's pretty essential to my sanity at this point.